by Candi | March 6, 2025
A few weeks ago, I cleared my whiteboard. I fucking love my whiteboard. Filled with lots of colors and doodles, all of the ideas. But, for the first time in three years, I did not immeidately fill it back up. I did not replace the previous ideas and to-dos with new ones.
It was very weird. Unsettling. Bizarro, even.
Even more bizarre, that empty whitehboard feels. really. good. I'm totally ashamed. What if full whiteboard feels slighted somehow? Am I actively being rude to my super supportive friend?
Now, I'm just worried.
What if all of my ideas are gone forever? Left behind to occupy the ether while I relax. What if, while I selfishly let my brain clear, my old ideas are all alone in limbo, never knowing if they'll be considered again? I wonder if they miss me.
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